...goodbye, new york.

i won't say goodbye officially until some time this week. i really need to get the hell out of this state. i lost my job, which sucks. the club i was working at decided that they would tell najee and i that they were closing for the month of august... during our shift. literally, hey it's been great but we wont be needing you anymore. so long, loser!

after a long sort of quick chat with cyree (and hir tarot cards) and a super quick chat with my mom, ive decided to ship back up to boston. how i will do this, im not quite sure. i dont really have the money to get back but i definitely dont have the money to stay here so i might as well leave while i can.

every day i ask myself, "how the hell am i getting to london in the fall?" im sure everyone who's close to me asks themselves the same question. ah. we'll see. hopefully i can blog from across the pond soon. i feel like there will be a lot of poetry waiting to be written in london. new york hasnt been much of a muse- probably because everything is so backwards here. every door ive (literally) had to open, i have to do it backwards. turn left to lock, right to open. its hard to call a place home when you cant even figure out how to open the door.

in other news, impromptu g'bye party tonight. fun times at lincy's... i think im gonnab e eating burgers and hot dogs for he rest of my life.. so many leftovers.