hello, america!

so it's been a while since i've updated this thing. i figured it was about time, at least for the novelty of being able to say "i updated my blog yah im so cool" blah. i must be getting very boring. i dont have much to say or much to write although a lot has happened, i'm sure.

im 20 now. whoo. i crave cheesecake and red velvet cake all the time, sometimes together. i have a job at a jazz club, although im still worried abt how im gonna make the rent. i still haven't been to philly. i found out my gramma is a gemini-cancer cusp (we think) today. that was pretty interesting. i could never remember if her bday was june 21 or july 21. according to my cousin, its in june. shame, cuz i would rather a july bday- seeing as how imtaking my gma's bday from now on. oh yeah, i guess thats pretty new and exciting. i have to verify the date tho.

i never intended for this blog to be some sort of diary thing- rather, i hoped it would be a place where i cold post my writings. but i haven't written i n about a month (the last thing i wrote that i can remember was for the qwoc writing group that i sort of quit). i write a lot in my head, but its such a bother to pick up a pen or to type something up. i feel very uninspired. very bored. one of my favorite games,though, is to write ppl letters. i do it alot and if i promised you a letter way bck, say... in may, i apologize abt not getting it to you. i have a letter to a friend thats been sitting on my kitchen counter for abt a month now, so sad. i need a day when i can just go tot he library and knock some shit out- although i havent been tot he library at all lately. no reason, except for a lack of time.

i have become a sleepy cat who would rather be in dreamland. my dreams are always so vivid and intricate that i really wish i could remember them when conscious.

i am babysitting for my cousin right now, for the whole wkend. the "kids" are a black dog named hudson and a whiteblackorange cat named puddytat. both adorable and well behaved (and maintained). my cuz has a nice place- three huge rooms and a patio/backyard/garden area. i like it here. i just wish it werent so empty and quiet.