list of non sequiturs

hampshire bats cry like seagulls and circle the school like vultures. you can almost smell the salt in the air, taste the blood.

on a windy night, the pine trees here sound like cars whizzing by on a busy city road.

the ground is squishy and wet, in this inbetween place.

free pizza, hot milo and tetris- the absolute best study break snack.

secret thoughts of a friend- i feel like i should look away when i see her face now. feel like i tore out the page of a special book and read it out loud for the world to see. but there was so much sadness there. and so much realness, too. wanting to comfort her with my eyes but too ashamed to console anything with but her feet (a-ha!)

i love ruining moments.

it should be easier to finish this application. one page, simple question: why do you want to go abroad? i guess im having problems because its not much of a want right now- more of a need. i need to get out of here, i need to for my sanity, for my health, for a plethora of reasons and if i write all of that down in my app then im just gonna look like even more of a loon.

3/10/09 10:59PM"my mom makes rice, spaghetti and chickpeas. she's a fabulous cook. you guys would love her." ...oh.