stop making bad decisions!

i havent updated this ting in a while so i figured i might as well.

i have spent my weekend getting drunk and going to awkward parties rather than doing what i need to be doing- my finals. ive still got to finish my paper/portfolio for framing blackness, as well as my digital story/e-portfolio for critical pedagogy. and on top of that, i need to be home. my mom is having surgery tomorrow and i still dont have a ride home. i feel nervous.. i know everything is going to go fine for her but i still wish that i could be there with her. but at the same time... i wish i didnt have to go home. i feel like...

i dont know.

i feel like i need to be doing things that make me happy. i say this a lot but i rly would like to be doing theater. for the last day of my ind study class, we all walked around in commedia masks and did improv. and it felt sooo goood to just be silly and play and move around and i loved it. i am going to asst direct a friend's show, but i am thinking abt directing something for the black history month show again.. something like what i did last yr. i think that will be rly good for me.

oh! also, im the new SGC! yay!!

what else? hmm.. i dont rly know. im broke, but that's nothing new. my room's still dirty even though i just spent the last hour and a half "cleaning" it (aka playing dinorun and youtube-ing daria episodes. )

i will do a better update soon.

<3.